well, my life totally sucks now more then ever. I feel like a nobody that people dont even care about me anymore. my friends...... They never talk to me...... I truely feel like a nobody, just a dumb noob that can crack up jokes. *sighs* when I hit to my depression stage, ill become more of a bitch that you wont even like me anymore, even the things that I say out of my mouth are not true of what I say about you. I know are not that type of person. But I have alot of issues right now.

banned of meez

cussed out by my friend I havent done anything to him.

cussed out by mom. T_T; as always.

and plus I drew of pic of myself, killing myself........

I always been a good girl and a very nice person, but why people still treat me like shit? Im such a confused child. -_-; BLEH IDGAF anymore this is fucking life, just something I have to deal with. my friends dont even come to talk to me as they promised... maybe they dont care but talk on the phone all day. T_T I guess Im not part of the BEST FRIEND'S list. I feel sick from crying alot, and almost fainted -_-

HAVE A GOOD FUCKING LIFE YOU FUCKERS AND I DONT NEED YOUR SHIT ANYMORE.